Catatonic Star

"Just stop it! It's not fucking worth it!"

"That will cause you nothing! Bastard!"

"Mother Fucker! That will not give you a goddamn money for eating!"

"Your just wasting your time, money and effort dimwitted!"

"You're good for nothing! Just Die"

...and the script's goes on.

How would others will praise me?
How will I build my own confidence?
If my own Father' not. Absolutely not.
I can't even remember where and when did he ever compliment my works. Or I guess, it really didn't happen.
I just don't know where to place myself. Oh! yeah, I think, there's really no place for me.

Hahaha. What am I doing? Making dramas and such... hahaha.
As if I really care!
Honestly, I'm not really close to my family and them to me. The feeling is mutual.
I can actually say that I most valued my friends than my family.
Crap this!

I don't really valued anyone nor everyone.
well, I don't value them, if they didn't value me.

I knew it!
I'm not a winner, I'm not a loser
I'm not a fucker nor a sucker
I'm not everything and nothing
Except for a mirror. Yes! I'm a MIRROR. I'm a walking mirror.

I will do what ever I faced do.