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catatonicstarI am a Drummer for almost 3years.
I am a Drummer, and this classmate/seatmate of mine has been admiring me for almost a 2years - since we met and became a classmate/seatmate, for that. Every time we talk, it will never stop without ‘classmate/seatmate’ inserting topic(s) about bands, and drums for ending.
Honestly, for some reason, I really can’t appreciate someone praising me for something, I feel humble. Yes, I do have “Idols”, I have a lists of my admirations from all kinds of talents and skills I’ve really understand the worth. I know the feeling of being a “fan”, because I’m a fan. But ‘classmate/seatmate’s way of building me up is just… haysst.
Well, maybe I’m not just used to having “someone sensing my existence”.
I am a Drummer, and this classmate/seatmate of mine has been admiring me for almost a 2years - since we met and became a classmate/seatmate, for that. Every time we talk, it will never stop without ‘classmate/seatmate’ inserting topic(s) about bands, and drums for ending.
Honestly, for some reason, I really can’t appreciate someone praising me for something, I feel humble. Yes, I do have “Idols”, I have a lists of my admirations from all kinds of talents and skills I’ve really understand the worth. I know the feeling of being a “fan”, because I’m a fan. But ‘classmate/seatmate’s way of building me up is just… haysst.
Well, maybe I’m not just used to having “someone sensing my existence”.
